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Hiatus/MIA

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 9, 2008, 7:43 PM
For anyone who bothers to read this, I'm going to be away from the internet for about 10 days. I'm going to London, England and then to Edinburgh, Scotland with a group of my classmates and a couple teachers on a tour thing. I'll be checking my emails and such every once in a while when we're allowed to visit the internet cafes, but otherwise I'll be away from the internet. It'll be a good time with my new prediabetes ^^;

So don't worry alright. I'm not dead, just in a different country.

I should have some new stories up when I'm done. Maybe, at least.

:3

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Meme

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 21, 2008, 11:31 PM
RULES:
1. tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagged on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.
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Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (Sometimes)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[x] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I like sports but not that much.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam the opposite!
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, red or blue all of them except pink!
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. (or mobile)
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

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I'll tag, but no one will do:

:iconcroydcrenson: :iconbellyenthusiast: :icongabriyeladonai: :iconsprkdragon: :iconduck17: :iconovereighteen: :iconeatorsofthedead: :iconcountessfayt: :iconeratospen: :iconsweet-adaliah:

  • Mood: Insulted
  • Listening to: tv
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: strawberry flavoured water

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 19, 2008, 3:35 PM
I wish I could put something deep and meaningful here, but I can't. There's someone out there who will read this and mock my thoughts and feelings, call me delusional, and say I'm hopeless.

I spent a lot of time looking at o-kemono 's art. If I had his talent, I'd draw my own "Dear L" entries. A lot of his stuff hits home, but with slightly different twists.

I wish I had someone to talk to that wouldn't get defensive or upset about how I felt. I don't want a lecture, I don't want criticism. I want advice. I want someone to pat me on the head and give me a hug, lie and say everything will be alright. I don't want any judgment passed. I just want someone to listen with an open mind and give unbiased advice.

By the way, I don't want pity. Craving affection and understanding is not the same as wanting pity and attention.

Maybe I'll go buy or rent the Notebook or the Guardian. The latter will make me cry. That might be all I need.

  • Mood: Insulted
  • Listening to: tv
  • Reading: The Long Patrol--Brian Jacques
  • Watching: something on bio warfare (Modern Marvels)
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet MD

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 16, 2008, 7:57 PM
cause :iconcroydcrenson: said to:

Leave a comment and I will:

A) Tell you why I friended you
B) Associate you with something--fandom, song, colour, photo, etc
C) Tell you something I like about you
D) Tell you a memory I have of you
E) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
F) Tell you my favourite user pic of yours
G) In return you must post this in your journal

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: tv
  • Reading: The Long Patrol--Brian Jacques
  • Watching: Flushed Away
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

Meme.

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 14, 2008, 11:39 PM
taken from :iconeeveeblaze:

[A is for age]
18.

[B is for booze of choice]
None?

[C is for career of choice]
consulting criminologist

[D is for your drug of choice]
my antidepressant. Cymbalta XD

[E is for one essential item you use everyday]
Want to say toilet...but laptop

[F is for favorite song at the moment]
"Before He Cheats" by Carrie Underwood

[G is for favorite game]
dun have one...

[H is for Hometown]
Kansas City

[I is for instruments you play]
Clarinet, piano/keyboard

[J is for favorite juice]
white grape

[K is for kids]
a couple someday

[L is for last hug]
My mom

[M is for marriage?]
Not right now

[N is for nickname]
Rach, Rum, Fountie

[O is for number of overnight hospital stays]
13 consecutively

[P is for phobias]
spiders, insects in general, parasites, being alone

[Q is for quote]
uh...?

[R is for biggest regret]
not gonna say here

[S is for singing]
In the shower to keep awake XD

[T is for time you woke up]
...11 something 'cause my STUPID dog was having a panic attack or some shit.

[U is for underwear]
None?

[V is for vegetable you love]
ew...none

[W is for worst habit]
lots of them

[X is for number of x-rays you've got]
uh...lots @-@ loads when i broke my arm, a couple when i damaged my thumb, a couple when i tore my ACL.

[Y is for yummy food you make]
Nothing, I can't cook.

[Z is for zodiac sign]
Aquarius/Snake-Horse

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: tv
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Flushed Away
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: diet mountain dew