AnkeaEnkeli

As people may have noticed by the recent poem update, I am not dead. I have never really been dead, because I've been lurking and adding new art to my favorites this entire time. But I understand if y'all don't stalk those. Really, no problem. That'd be almost creepy. (Except when I'm desperate for new things of a specific nature, I do that...)

My life is kind of a mess right now. Not in a "Oh my God, what do I do with myself" kind of mess, but the chaotic kind where a lot of things are going on and I don't have all the time I need to do what I want to do. For instance, if I could, I would happy just be chilling on the computer writing up stories and such, or sketching out creative things in my sketchbook, or paintings ideas I came up with. I would be rich and never have to deal with stress, either.

However, that's not the case. Instead, I'm finishing up my college life (for real this time, dammit; fuck you, professor from last spring that wouldn't let me make up the final that I got the dates mixed up on and missed), and then moving across the country back to my parents' place. Once there, I will be trying my damn hardest to find any kind of job so that I can save up as fast as possible to move out again as quickly as possible, because while I love my parents, I can only handle them in small doses.

I am also in a relationship for the first time ever, yes, ever in my life, so that's a new experience with stresses and emotions to deal with. It's not easy, and both of us are bringing emotional baggage of our own to the table that we have to work through together. But I love him and think it's worth it, so I'm hanging in there.

Uh... yeah. So, finals week this week. Then cleaning up the apartment and packing up my life to move 1500 miles across country. I'm not sure how exactly things will be once the dust settles, but eventually I hope to post things here again. I wish I could post beautifully rendered Digital Art like I see on this site, but I know that will never happen. It makes me sad and discouraged. Ah, well. I do what I can, and it's good enough for me.

So, yeah. Not dead. Still kicking (or convulsing, whatever).

Peace~

So... I haven't been doing a lot of art lately, but I was writing. and then my computer died, so I lost all my stories and novels I'd started. It's really depressing. Fortunately, as you may have noticed, I started writing for the historical WG story again. I had a couple parts written down in a notebook so I just had to compile them and type them up. Other than that though, don't expect a whole lot.

I am, however, RPing with someone when they aren't too busy. If you'd like to read the RPs, she's posted them up over at eratospen (on deviantart, forgot how to do the icons) for others' enjoyment. We've been doing the Harem ones (Khalil/Mu'awiyah, Shadi/Alim). It's addicting.

This is my senior year of undergrad, so I don't know how long I'll be able to keep writing and RPing. It depends on how busy it gets, I suppose.

I like comments, and not just faves.

Life fell apart. A friendship dissolved.

Spring Break at FS is next week, but I'm going home tomorrow. I really can't wait to be home away from drama and bad memories, and not have to deal with caring for a place that's almost overwhelmingly large. There's an empty room now, but it's just a dirty reminder of what happens when personalities clash and people get passive-aggressive. But the nasty abandoned bathroom is disgusting. Someone needed to give that shower a damn good scrubbing months ago.

I think when I come back--hopefully a lot more relaxed and less stressed out--I'll start cleaning. It's time to get this place decent again, especially if I hope to find a roommate to board here for a few months until the lease is up. My parents can't afford the whole thing on their own and I feel awful, but I can mostly deflect that onto someone else.

Life is kicking my ass lately, so I can't really pinpoint anything in particular. At least Kiki hasn't abandoned me. Instead she's been really clingy, which is nice when I want to be cuddled and purred on. I feel bad leaving her alone for over a week, but can't afford to take her home and back ($200 roundtrip).

Um....

Yeah that's kind of it. Still got to fold and pack. And get this place clean enough I won't come home to a pig-sty when I get back.

I...am no longer blocked when it comes to art/writing. Well, I haven't felt much like drawing, but it's unrelated. I don't think my hand can do justice to what I see in my head. Anyway!

"A New Size for the Season" seems to be pretty popular, which is really nice. Thanks for all your comments and faves! (On everything, not just this.) Unfortunately, I haven't really been feeling the "WG mood" lately, so I'm not sure when I'll continue it. And I only have a vague idea of where I'm going with it. It seems a lot of the male wg artists are super busy lately, and sadly, that's where I garner a lot of my inspiration from. (That, and boredom/randiness in class XD; )

Um. Thanks to for giving me a subscription

... This is the cutest icon I've seen in a while. Among others. I'm gonna be an emoticon whore now.